Digging my own grave

[eldar]

I think, on reflection, that I should use more foresight in my decisions. If I've let someone down because of my own stupid lack of foresight, and in many ways an inability to learn from past mistakes, then there isn't much hope for me. It's put me into a total downward spiral, this weekend at least, and I just don't feel like enjoying myself. I just want to hide. I am going to hide. Don't try to find me.