Rain rain go away

[eldar]

It's raining outside my window, whereas in my heart, all is just grey and dull. A few possible 'Hmmmm...?s' in the last few weeks have all gone flat, not that they were particularly hilly to start with. Even my Internet Dating experience has had something of a false start, needing a breath of fresh air and a positive approach, one that I'm not particularly suited to, it seems. I try to be positive, honestly I do, but in the end something drags me back and the little voice always says to me "What are you doing? React, don't act," and so I just sit and wait and nothing happens.